Ruah Bull - Spiritual Director

 Let yourself be silently drawn by the strange pull  of what you really love. It will not lead you astray

 Your task is not to seek for love but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it

 This is how a human being can change: There's a worm addicted to eating grape leaves. Suddenly he wakes up, call it grace, whatever, something  wakes him, and he is no longer a worm. He's the entire vineyard and the orchard, too, the fruit, the trunks, a growing wisdom and joy that doesn't need to devour.

 We are stars wrapped in skin. The light you are seeking has always been within.

 I've broken through to longing Now, filled with grief I have  felt before, but never like this. The center leads to love. Soul opens the creations' core. Hold on to your particular pain. That too can take you to God,

 This is how I would die: Into the Love I have for you as pieces of cloud dissolve in sunlight.

Sometimes you hear a voice through the door calling you, as fish out of water hear the waves, or a hunting falcon hears the drum's 'come back'. This turning to what you dearly love saves you.

The breezes at dawn has secrets to tell you. Don't go back to sleep! You must ask for what you really want. Don't go back to sleep! People are moving back and forth across the door sill where the two worlds touch. The door is round and open. Don't go back to sleep!

Let yourself be silently drawn to the strong pull of what you really love. It will not lead you astray.

Sometimes you hear a voice through the door calling you, as fish out of water hear the waves, or a hunting falcon hears the drums' come back. This turning towards what you dearly love saves you.