Ruah Bull - Spiritual Director

 And did you get what you wanted from this life, even so? I did. And what did you want? To call myself beloved, to feel myself beloved on the earth.

Maybe this unexplained force which takes me to the depths of my darkness and pain if the same divine force that gives me the capacity to hold so much power and light. Maybe my fears and anxieties give me empathy and wisdom. Maybe my dark days help me shine brighter in the night. Maybe my emotional wounds teach me how to love right. Maybe I am not broken. Maybe I don't need to be fixed.